it's funny.
i am still digging and wallowing middle of dumpster and nothing changes.
in reality, every people doing whatever they want.
meet some people, having a nice dinner, hanging out and maybe go for travel.
but me? whacked. boom! wham! here comes something, smacked me with crowbar.
i just
i don't have enough guts to pull my trigger off.
i'd hope to. to end this story. this loser's life.